This is the last time I'll be using this xanga. I'll be using Azn_SP_Punker so don't comment here anymore. I'll probably use the same background so watever.

Okay, on Thursday, I went to Pharaohs and I had a great time. After we ate we rode the ride where it swings side to side and we were pretending to throw up and stuff. Wen we were swimming we made a chain so we wouldn't get lost. I met this gy who goes to church in Temecula and he's really nice. He's I think Bro. Barry's nephew. He's really cool. Kinda cute too. He's 15 turning 16 TODAY!!! I rode this huge slide and it was great. I had fun on Friday too. I had a caucus and we talked about stuff. I went to the Juniors practice and they were marching so then my bro and this other guy went up the stairs right? And then the guy in the back of my bro. and John was about to go up and then I don't noe if John forgot or he was late becuz wen the other guy was at the last step John juss ran up the stairs and then he started laughing.It was so funny.

Okay, I juss got back from the BEACH!!I think I told u guyz that I love the beach and the smell but I don't think I do anymore. I juss found out that I was allergic to sand!!! I mean SAND!!!! That sux so much becuz I love to surf and swim and crap like that. I get like hives and I feel itchy all over and stuff. That sux!!!  

I almost forgot. I'm not going to use this xanga anymore. I'll use it for one mor eday then thats it. I'll tell u guyz the new one tomorrow!!! Bye!!!

~Okay my new xanga is really cool. Sorta looks sad but its really nice. Its Azn_SP_Punker. Hope yeh like it!!!

Today I am going to Pharaohs with John, again. I had so much fun with him last time even though it wasn't juss us two. This time it's with my bro, John's sis, some of her frendz and that all I noe who is going. I'll tell y'all about my day later wen I get back. Bye!!! aGAIN YOU'LL HAVE TO HIGHLIGHT SOME OF THEM BECUZ THEY DON'T SHOW SO JUSS HIGHLIGHT EVERYTHING SO U WON'T MISS ANY WORD

I love his guitar color!!! I want the same one wen I buy mine.

Awww thats so cute!!!

This is David in Reset. Its so easy to tell which one he is.

 Jake!!!! He's so cute!!!

I kinda like him better as a punker. He looks juss like Billy Martin who is also HOT!!!

 "The New Guy"-

"Look, my dad loves this bike more than he loves me."

"That's not true"

"Yes it is, he wrote it on my birthday card."

		MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY
	You use to call me your girl I used to call you my friend I used to call you the love, the love that I never had When I think of you, I don't know what to do When will I see you again chorus: I miss you like crazy even more then words can say I miss you like crazy every minute of everyday Baby i'm so down, when your loves not around I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you like crazy you're all that I want you're all that I need(repeat) can't you see how I feel can't you see that my pain is so real when I think of you, I don't know what to do when will I see you again (chorus) John I'm so down, when your loves not around I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you like crazy even more then words can say I miss you like crazy every minute of everyday BabyI'm so down, when your loves not around I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you like crazy I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy LIFE IS SO SHORT Isn't it funny How times seems to slip away So fast One minute you're happy The other you're sad But if you give me one more chance To show my love for you is true I'll stand by your side Your whole life trough If life is short Why won't you let me love you Before we run out of time If love is so strong Why won't you take the chance Before our time has come If life is so short If life is so short Love is a word that explains How I feel for you And when you're in my arms All my dreams come true And when you're not around You can't hardly see These tears that I'm crying Now are for you to be with me If life is short Why won't you let me love you Before we run out of time If love is so strong Why won't you take the chance Before our time has come If life is so short If life is so short

Bye, Bye!!!

I changed my song to 98 degrees "I Do." I like that song a lot. Here's some ways to say I love you.

Tagalog- Mahal Kita( To John) French- Je t'aime Hawaiian- Aloha Au Ia 'oe

Japanese-Aishiteru and my favorite English- I love you!!!

This is a poem this one girl wrote and since its there I'll juss copy it. Its so short. Only Mariah would noe wat the first poem meant.I dedicate all the poems after the first one to my one and only, John Toledo!!!! And if u guyz are not in the mood to read all these lovey-dovey things then I really suggest that u don't read it but I juss watched an episode of Boy Meets World and they talked about relationships and love and stuff so I'm in the mood.Also u have to highlight some of them so u could see it.

Alex
I have loved you for so long that you have left.
never coming back.
I will miss my dear Alex

Always and Forever

My love for you is like a great forest unseen

Pretty flowers and leaves of green

I want to walk to heaven with you

And pray to God my dreams come true

Up in the clouds we'll walk hand in hand

We'll walk through the paradise land

It's you that I will always treasure

John, I'll love you always and forever.

JOHN I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER   From the first time I saw you I knew in my heart it was true That no matter the distance or troubles I was bound to be with you At first I was afraid And didn't know what to do But for some reason it felt right And I should try and talk to you But you gave me a chance And I am happy to say That my love for you is real And will never go away I've never felt so strong I never thought I would find Someone as perfect as you Baby I've made up my mind You are the one I've longed for You make me complete Together we will dream And together we will seek John I'll never find anyone Who will be able to take your place For without you by my side The world I cannot face I love making up cute nicknames It shows how much we care So whenever in trouble or need someone Baby take a look around..I'll be there Now I want to take a moment to thank Two special friends Who encouraged me to go for it And share a love that never ends Well now I owe them my soul For what they did for me Because I found the love of my life And I will pay them back even if it takes an eternity

  I Only Want To Be With You
Like I've said before love lasts forever,
I thought only said it because we got together.
I thought I could moved on for a while, not realizing that I'd soon miss your smile.
A few days away from eachother gave me time to notice that I wanted no other.
I take the blame for us turning out that way.
But my love for you had remaind the same.
My love stayed true, I only wanted to be with you.
I missed you like crazy, I knew you'd still call me your lady?
I've loved you since the start, us being apart tore up my heart.
When I closed my eyes you were are all I seen,  how I wanted you here with me.
If anything could last forever its the love I have for you, when things go wrong as they sometimes do love will always help us through.
You are my dream that will never die, being away from you made me cry.
You're the one I lean on when I feel blue and when I don't know what to do.
I thought I could move on, but baby I was wrong.
You're the answer to my prayers, my star in the sky, my dream come true...
I Only Want To Be With You!!!   I remember I this song was playing at the party and I realized that I loved John so here it is.   KISS ME, by Sixpence None the Richer   Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing,(swing, swing) swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me (kiss me) down by the broken tree house
Swing me (swing me) upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring,(bring, bring) bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

So kiss me...(2x more)  
 

I took this test and its cool. This is wat I am.

PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking for a relationship. You cannot live without it. Your lover must be passionate and you want that you and your partner melt into each other. He/She should not try to take the domination . You dont want a relationship without passion, and the sexuality plays a big part. The first moment you meet him/her is one of the most important. There has to be something between you , you cannot explain. From the first moment on everything must fix. But when this passion disappears you disappear to. For you it is better to leave than to see your love restrained.

Look at the top of my site. I am the perfect girlfriend. I do not noe wat that meant that I'm rare or I cheated. If ur the perfect gurlfriend doesn't that mean the u never cheat? I am also Blue and I am a Raver Bear. Take those quizzes, they are really funny. I also took this test, "Who's your punk band boyfriend?" I got

		Deryk Whibley You don’t want to waste your time your time being just another tragedy of society. That’s why you don’t take yourself -- or anything, really -- too seriously. Your irreverent attitude makes you the soulmate of Sum 41 singer Deryk (who’s, incidentally, just about the only guy we know who could get away with covering Avril Lavigne’s “Complicated”). Like D.W., you love to party, play pranks, and generally wreak havoc on those around you. (In a good way.) Whether he’s blonde or brunette, this cocky Canadian is the punk for you.   Great Girlfriend Wow! Do you wanna go out with us? You're a truly caring GF who always considers her guy's feelings -- just make sure he's considering yours! BFs might find you easy to take advantage of, since you're so eager to please. If you find that you're on an uneven playing field, hold out for a guy who not only appreciates your thoughtfulness, but shows you the same respect.

 

BSL (Boyspeak as a Second Language) Congratulations! You've caught the clue train and realize that guys aren't nearly as strange and weird as everyone makes them out to be. You have a good sense of when they're being straight-up and when they're being a little, uh, shady. You're smart about not overthinking things -- unlike many other girls, you don't obsess about what he "might" have meant by something he said or did, you prefer to focus on the facts. You don't assume the worst, and you don't freak out without good reason. Good for you, and keep it up! He Likes You, But He's Clueless Congrats! Sounds like your boy is crushin' on you back -- he just needs some gentle prodding. Believe it or not, guys can pretty clueless on how to approach a girl. In fact, he might not even be sure if you like him! (For real.) So instead of being trapped in an endless state of crush purgatory, wait for the right moment when you two are alone, then bring it up casually. Yep, we know it's hard, but it sure beats wondering "What if?" Set the Date! Consider this cutie in the bag! He's I>sooo into you, he'd ditch a night with his buddies for some quality time with you. We predict that he’s thisclose to popping the question, so keep doin’ what you're doin'. In fact, turn up the flirting a notch! At this rate, he'll be your new BF in no time!